Awake at 3:58

I drank a latte at 9:00 tonight and therefore I cannot sleep. I have been up for over an hour now. It is good though because I am in a creative mood and I am making stuff. I think I have come to realize that I need solitude to be creative. I feel on the spot all of the time especially because I am an "Art Teacher" I feel people have expectations and it scares me!!!! I hope I feel inspired more often........but hopefully not at this hour again!